No place like home

They say there's no place like home. And obviously it takes being away from home to realise that. I've been gone from home for two weeks. I just got back and now I want to leave again. It's not like I went anywhere fun and exciting I just went to a friends. Whenever I'm here I get this feeling of loneliness like there's something missing in my life. Well I guess it's because I want someone to love me. I mean of course my family loves me and I have friends who care about me but I want something greater than that. Gosh even as I'm saying this I feel stupid. I know I'm not supposed to care about this stuff since I'm only 15 but ,you know, everyone wants to be loved whether they want to admit it or not. I just hate saying to people "Man I want a boyfriend." because that sounds so desperate. I don't want people to think I'm pethetic and needy I just hate being alone. It sucks.